I'm hungry and thirsty, I never been so hungry and thirsty before. Not physically hungry and thirsty but physically hungry and thirsty for God.
As I have mention earlier, is nice to back to church and is nice to serve God and commit myself to Him. I surrender myself to Him, so that He could use me. Last year is wonderful, facing tons of problem and yet i never been so close to God before. No matter how many probs have come to me, and yes, i did run the race no matter what. And now, this new year, i will still continue running the race.
Today in church, i stand at the altar, the pastor was praying for peoples. She came to me, and asked me what I want, i told her that I never been so close to God before, I never ever felt so thirsty and so hungry for God before, and now, I just want to total commit myself to Him the one i believe. Pastor heard, and she prayed for me. I close my eyes, pray to God, tell Him that i ready for the plan that He prepared for me. God's grace felt on me that moment, i fell. No idea who is the catcher behind me.
Thou life is like a roller coaster, up and down, even the Spiritual swing, like what pn. Joyce had shared last year. Since last year Planet Shakers concert that happen on 1/12 --- 3/12. My Spiritual swing is all the way high.
God, You are the alpha and the omega, the first and the last. Jesus died on the cross for us, repay our sins. What I have facing today, is not even able to compare to what Jesus have been thru. The pain i having, will never ever able to compare to the pain that Jesus had it. Fill my cup O Lord, hold me and use me Lord. Your word is a light unto my path, your love is so amazing. I dont' care what ppl will say, i'm running after You Lord. I won't turn my back go their way, don't matter what may come my way there is nothing can stop me, Is You the one i following today, and yes Lord, I will run to you. Just like what I use to sing -- Running After You. I won't sing or say when i dun even mean it Lord. You all that I want, You all that i need, You are the one i live for in this world. My soul sings, to my saviour and King of Kings, I need You, You are everything to me
::Playing - Running After You : Planet Shakers ::